5/7/2011 LJ "Don't let your anger ruin your heart of God"

Scripture:
Matthews 24: 12-14 "Because lawlessness is increased, most people's love will grow cold. But the one who endures of the end, he will be saved. This gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come."

Observation:
God speaks to his disciples the coming, during the wait for the coming the challenges and as true servant what shall be done to deserve and be accepted. As he describes, the world we live in is filled with challenges, life is not full of bliss but bumps which we need to endure.  During this trails of waiting phase where our lives will continuously be fought with Satan work, we cannot love our heart, and our love for God. All the struggles and pains will at the end be rewarded. The ultimate reward, to step into his kingdom where there will be no more pain and no more fear.

Like yesterday, I was astonished by what I had found out about one person I thought I was very close to. It was intentional but I and found some interesting e-mails and photos which I would have never guessed. To make the situation worst, I felt betrayed but him, carrying out an intimate relationship with other women and sharing photos of each others, during the time when he was supposedly with me. To find out that what was being said to me was being said to those woman. Since that incident, I have feelings of disgust and sickness in my stomach. Also, confusion has to why would anyone play this game of portraying yourself as one person yet you are not.

Despite all this eventful day, I cannot lose my heart and let it be filled with anger. Have allow it to heal and let God stir my heart and endure through all his coaching in life.

Application:
Endure the pain and struggle, as this struggles are very minuscule to what our Savior has gone through to save and wash out black sins. Despite all the troubles and pain in life, let my heart be renewed and healed, as this are part of his plan for grandeur plan. God has might plan for all of us, which is eternity with him in his kingdom, he will do whatever way he can to get us there. But it is up to me to realized and not lose my faith through all the Satan's work to ruin the goods and bring the sorrow and pain in ones life. As this are temporary and nothing compare to what will be waiting for us in his Kingdom.

Prayer:
Our amazing Father God, thank you for this day of reunion of our two CG leader Judy and John. Two servants who reunite to serve and work your miracles. Father God, I thank you for the realization and teachings you bring to my life. You have shown so many signs and yet I was too blind to know, but you have shown what you want for me. Father God, I pray I stay strong to endure and overcome this phase. Father you are magnificent God, Father help me to be more faithful servant of you, that my actions and words bring much glory in your kingdom. Father heal my heart and cleanse my heart to be renewed and mold into the person you have planned out to be. Father through the pain and sorrow, I know you feel the same pain and kindly touch my heart and me to heal me and make me strong. Lord thank you for the greatest abundance of blessing we take for granted daily, and the unconditional love you have poured and share with me. Father you are my love and I love you for all your gracious teaching and gift. In your glorious name I pray Amen!

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