7/5/2011 - LJ "God's love through pain"

Scripture:
Hebrews 2: 17 " Therefore, He had to be made like His brethren in all things, so that He might become a merciful and faithful high priest in things pertaining to God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people." (NASB)

Observation:
Jesus was created in the image of humans, so that he can understand and suffer along side what flesh being goes through, through those experience God can related and aid us. With Jesus being all human and image of God, the impossibility was done through God's work of miracle, to feel and understand what human fleshes feel and related. The sins humans sins and pain they suffer, so that God can attend and ease sins of people.

Application:
God teach us and bring us wisdom through suffering and regrets we go through. God will related many obstacles and phases to make me a wiser and more assertive servant. God has given many tests or challenges in my life, with family and acceptance of my childhood, no one to blame but to learning to accept and forgive and understand the circumstance my mom was give and put to be doing that. Just like God relates to us, I relate to my mom the pain and suffering, and lost of sleep she had gone through during our times apart. I cannot imagine the ache in her heart she went through, hence I fear to share the deep pains, but ask God to wash and refresh those memories with his wisdom and love. Whether it is through his teaching of test or suffering, I ask God for his wisdom to be poured upon me, and wash my deepest and darkest pains and suffering by refreshing me with light. So that I may be wiser to work through the current ordeals with families and my personal struggles of forgiving and moving forward from the past.

Prayer:
Father God, wise and incredible God, you know my deepest and sadist pains and ordeals I go through, Father I ask your hand of wisdom, and light that you will laid those amazing hand upon me and help me to be wise with my decisions. I may not let my personal feeling over take my judgement but my will, will be done through your grace and wisdom. Father give me the strength to understand my place in this world, and learn to wash those undesirable pains and that I may be able to move forward from the past and continue to pursue and perform the work you have provided me to do as your servant. Father I cannot forgive others unless I forgive myself, Father nourish me with courage that I am able to fight the battle with my own darkness, my goal will be set on your amazing kingdom, and the relationship I will have with you. Father thank you for all the circumstances you place, you bring so much wisdom to the table. Father let me be able to overcome and succeed in all your teaching. Father thank you, and continue to mold and stir my heart, continue to convict me.. I can't wait to be with you and find ultimate feeling of bliss in your kingdom. Father you are merciful and great, you love is so grand, it is uncontainable, Father thank you for your continuous love and choosing me to serve you. Father until that day, the day of judgement, when you tell me you did well my child, I desire to fulfil your righteousness and lawful servant duties in this world. Father thank you and I love you, in your name amen.